I have my answers.
im not sure if i should write it down or not, there have been so many progressions since i wrote last.
C drugged me and took me to the temple. its such a dark, horrific place, so much power in there.. i was cowed by it, i confess, and even when i said my vow to serve nuit, i wasnt sure if i was talking to the priestess or the temple. They stripped me, made me confess my sins. she cut my arm and made me drink her blood, while she drank mine.
C said something i disliked, that CC was the oracle and there would be no other.. that no other demon or dark god would choose me when im bound to nuit. i can find my path, and i am special enough to be a chosen of...something. someone.
K made me a protection charm. sweet of him. Will be detailing the ritual in another entry, magickal circle too. He's a darling, he really is.
I have my focus, too. its supposed to be something powerful, something special. i chose fathers knife. its beautiful, and it still scares me, so much. it will be interesting to explain to him, but then again, we're already close. probably the closest ive got to anyone for a long time, since the poet. i'll have to be careful.
Time to write the articles now before i forget... the Grimoire also arrived. i'll need to start reading it. carefully.
No comments:
Post a Comment